sprint

so I went on a jog with my new pup Kula.
Yeah, not so much of a jog
more like a SPRINT!
ahhh

it was pretty hilarious non the less

and yes, my face is BRIGHT red!

oh the love I have for that animal...

disappointed

Yes times are feeling like they should.
But of course they will never last.
Friends are leaving in a month or so.
And I, am stuck doing nothing with my life.
Spending way too much for a community college,
not at all knowing what I am doing.

A boy friend who thinks he will never amount to anything.
no one to rely on, no one to trust anymore.
On top of that I feel like people are dropping dead left and right.
I am TIRED OF MY LIFE!
I need to do something!

You never know, I could be the next body found.
The next victim, the next tragedy, less then a loss.

What a rude awakening to my dull bitter sleep.
I've got to get out of here,
even if I have to break my own heart to do it.

But will I?
of course not, because motivation is not in my criteria.
If I even had one...

life

It's funny how things can get out of view,
people looked over, and time taken for granted.
Never stopping to as how he/she is doing.
Thinking the time is yours and for no one else.

The phrase "see you later,"
never really served much purpose,
when later means another life.
Life is too short to take for granted.

Love everyone, and embrace the day.

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R.I.P. Warren
My prayers are with you.

new

Starting over is always the hardest thing.
Although refreshing, every step and every word
is hesitated and at times taken back.

The people I once held onto so dearly,
are slipping away between my fingers.
Never to be seen or heard from in days,
weeks, months, years.

Returning with a message,
probably just wondering what I have been up to.
But of course, a new life, with out you.
Unsure if apologies are in order.

I reply with a smile and say:
until next time, have a good life.