If I had learned anything in the last 20 years of existence,
it would be that we learn to loose to prepare to gain.
We loose friends, we loose family, we loose nautical nonsense
that we think is oh so important.
The times we are down and depressed,
are the times that build us up stronger to take on a new day
so that we may gain new friends, new family, and a new chapter in life.
Of course not everyone knows, but I have made a really big decision.
A decision where I am choosing to leave what I have,
what I am so content with. And starting a new chapter,
a new beginning far far from this little rock.
Yes, I am terrified, worried, anxious, excited, and extremely depressed.
But with one end comes a new beginning, right?
I also have been taking on a new dietary lifestyle, no meat!!
Also, trying not to consume so much GMOs,
which is in pretty much every man made product out there.
And I feel fabulous! I have a much clearer mind, and I feel very balanced.
I have noticed the decisions that I have made that I blamed other people for.
I've noticed the great friendships that I let slip away.
But I can't only blame myself, there are always two sides of the story.
And of course each side is right.
But when I try, when I put myself out there I get ignored,
shut down. Well I guess that means that chapter has closed.
It's time for a new beginning.
