If I were 17 again,
I would not recognize myself today.
Yes I am stronger, a bit smarter
And a bit more experienced.
But really?
It seems I was much more socially oriented,
Content, happy, satisfied, and full of ambition.
I've come to a point where I no longer see my future.
I no longer have ambition,
Hardly a social life.
And not sure what happiness is anymore.
I'm not really sure what to do now....