tired

Afgh woke up at 730 to go to work at 8 and found out I work at 12 instead, don't have to work tomorrow and now i only have barely 3 shifts.
I know I complain about working a lot but it is nice to know I would have some shifts to work for money.
Once again I am taken advantage of because I am the youngest one working...
I should probably work out but I am soooo tired. My allergies are kicking in because of spring...LKJSHDF!
Club tonight? idk I'd rather not get into a deadly car crash where no one knows if I was actually in a car. Plus I am fricken tired and I would rather the north shore rage cause town is gay!
bleh

=)

So it was another busy day at work... Made $143..twas beautiful.
My aunt is over organizing my house and everything is EVERYWHERE!
I really dont care to finish my homework right now. I just want to cruise.
I'm drinking champaigne cause I'm thirsty.
Skyler is training and I probably wont see him,
honestly I dont care.
interesting...
I want to party, and I want my body to love alcohol again!
Cali will be amazing and Afton and I are going to have a blast!
I'm listening to the Twilight soundtrack that my mom bought me
I want to read them again.
I don't like Stephanies new book The Host
so I'm not going to finish it.
Anywho...
I need to work out. ughh
But I'm feeling good!

Trust

Learning and Understanding.
We gain and we keep
in need to remember this
and never forget.
It will be our biggest downfall
to mistrust another person.
To mistrust yourself.
It is time to let go
of all this stirring up
in our minds, and in our ears.
have faith in yourself
that you can find assurance
And learn to learn
and understand to understand.
No pity shall fall down upon you
no forgiveness and forget
if you don't change
if you don't learn to change.
Overcome and have faith.
Trust is what gives you strength.

I have no life

Just got home from school like an hour ago.
Actually maybe more.
It's cold outside and I dont want to go in the ocean.
All my friends are too busy and I am allllll alone.
Oh well. Fricken Skyler called me at 2:45 and said he was gonna surf for a little bit.
5:30...I didn't know that a little bit now is more than 2 hours.
Ugh. Tried to do homework and it was not successful.
My brain is fried! I really should go work out but I am so tired and I feel like a fatty!
What to do...


It's official, I have NO life!

overreaction

I MUST STOP OVERREACTING!
I am killing myself!

My eyes hurt and I feel hollow.
maybe it is good.

CALI!

OH I AM SOOO EXCITED!!!!!!

as of now I am pretty focused on school, work, family (barely). And that is it SCOOL AND WORK rule my life!
Scedule:
Sunday:work
Monday:work
Tuesday:school
Wednesday:day off to study and die
Thursday:school
Friday:work
Saturday:work

GNARLEEEYY!
I will live... I am waiting for doo doo girl rachel to pick me up and she is taking FOREVER! I shall forgive her later.
blah blah...It is cold, I'm thinking of wearing boots and a big sweater... If I had those two.. That needs to be on a check list for what to get in Cali..
ooopppp i think she is hear. Adios!